i am drained

I'm mentally drained.
My mind's tired.
I don't see why I have to go through this.
It's suffocating you know.
Can't wait for it to be over.

If only there was a pillar of strength.
A physical pillar of strength to fill the void.
*ouch*

I'm making things difficult for myself la.
C'mon man.
You're not such a weakling right?
Gear up!
Wake up!
Start mugging.

God's looking. He's there to keep watch on me.