doing it my way.

Friday, September 07, 2007

A supposedly-random-but-turned-out-not-to-be POST

A friday of ups and downs.

Woke up feeling wrong and realised that I MISSED MY LECTURE!!!!!
Crap! I thought I went for lecture. Let me xplain how it worked...
I received an sms from Serene at 8.45am asking if I was going for lecture so that we could meet at her lobby to leave for class together. I told her okay. But then at 9.30am, i told her to leave first as I predicted that I was gonna be slightly late.

"I walked into the lecture theatre and sat down. I couldn't fathom who was sitting next to me. I just remembered myself flipping the slides that I printed the night before... ... ... Then the imaged turned a little blur..."

CRAP!!! It showed 12:00 on my HP. BAH!!!! I WAS ON MY BED AND WHATEVER HAPPENED ABOVE WAS ALL A FREAKIN DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I had woken up to go for class when I DIDN'T!!!!!!
DAMN!

Such a thing is definitely hazardous and deadly! You should never ever have such a dream, seriously! It's quite freaky if you ask me....
I swear this will never happen again.
If it were to, the swell in my eye will be so serious that I will be half blind.
Tee-hee-hee =P


Thanks guys for a relaxing night out at Wala-Wala.
And I will continue to drink MOCKTAILS.
(maybe HOEGAARDEN la.. haha)

Recently, I've heard from so many friends about their breakups with their now-ex-bf/gf.
Then i begin to wonder... Why get attached when the chances of being together for life is like almost minimal. Then again, if you don't get attached to the person whom you think is the right one (at that point in time), how would you know whether he/she is the correct one? So how do you go about doing this?

I mean yes, two people fall in love and all their eyes can capture is only each other.
They shower each other with extra care and concern and the 'committment' element comes into the picture. One (usually the guy... a girl should never pop the question! NEVA!) of the two will ask the other to be his/her gf/bf. Upon agreement from the other, they are OFFICIALLY each other's boyfriend/girlfriend.

"awww... i love him...he's my everything..."
"i wonder how's my darling doin this very moment... wait ah.. let me call her..."

3 months down the road...
You realise that he/she isn't the one for you.
Misunderstandings arise.
You argue.
You start to see that he/she just doesn't seem to agree with anything you say.
You start to see less of each other.
Each other's absence doesn't really matter anymore.
One pops the million dollar question. (this stupid question poppin' thing happens again just to make things 'official', again =X)
You break up.
DEPRESSION

OR:

3 months down the road...
You realise that you're not the one for him/her.
You start thinking that being with him/her won't do him/her good.
You decide that you shouldn't be together after all.
You pop the million dollar question.
You break up.
DEPRESSION

As much as it'd be great to fall in love, the repercussions of breaking up can make you not want to love anymore.
It makes me think twice about wanting to fall in love... ...

THAT IS A PESSIMIST IN LOVE.

But then again, there are couples who last.
Awww.... that's really sweet, isn't it.
God seems to have blessed them with each other - the 'correct' 'each other'.
Hiccups do occur here and there but at the end of the day, they treasure each other more.
Nothing can stop them from being together.

THAT IS AN OPTIMIST/LUCK-FREAK IN LOVE.

There are also people who get together 1 minute after knowing each other.
It seems like they've known each other for years.
It's amazing how efficient they are.
It just takes an xchange of each other's phone numbers to declare the status as: ATTACHED.
Woa.
Before you take your next breathe, their status would have changed to: SINGLE
Neither is depressed.
Life goes on.
The next minute, the status changes, yet again to: ATTACHED.

THAT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT LOVE!

A 4 letter word that I still cannot comprehend... ... ... ...

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