please dont do it.

in any event when that thing really happens, i think i'd flip.
i think that i'd have a hard time.
pls dont do it. pls.
sometimes it doesnt pay to be direct and brave.
pls. pls. pls.
i beg of you.
for this once, just let me get a headstart and u just giving up halfway alright? don't catch up.

i dont want to see u in this race.
leave the award for me. just me.
is that okay?
pls. pls. i beg of you again.